Hmmmmmmmmm...

I thought about it, the fact that some people think Echo is a puppet that Jade is secretly controlling.
My original thought is correct.
It is false. It almost hurts when i hear that name. Like an irritation inside me.
But ofcourse if I was to make a big deal out of people that think calling people nicknames is 'immature' (a comment that always annoys me unless the person saying it truelly refers to themselves in their own full name) then naturally people wouldn't understand.
I will never speak openly on every reason as to why I can't stand that title simply in the fear that someone might think I'm pulling the pity card.
Then again saying that almost counts as playing the pity card itself.
Anyway!! Try and avoid the unhappy topics now!!
Good things that have happened,

1, Im basicly finished re-decorating my flat.
2, I dyed my hair pink.
3, Iv extended my collection of ribbons.
4, Revels have taken away that god awfull strawberry flavour and given me back my sweet sweet coffee!!
5, I am currently eating revels!!
6, Lately my hearts been giving me the warm and fuzzies (and NOT in the I'm about to throw up way)
7, I'm back into modelling and have already had a few bookings and already had one shoot.
8, On Monday I get to roll about in a park wearing a pair of shorts and a bikini lying in a big pile of sweets.
9, At some time soon I get to perform plastic surjery on myself in the name of art.
10, I bought a jasmine hoop to keep in my kitchen. It reminds me of when I was younger. Kinda nice and nostalgic.

What else can I waste your time by typing??
hmmm. Iv been reading more about the psychology of interpersonal behaviour.
It's the one part in the wide range of psychological subjects that I will never get bored of.
It just always amazes me how we evolved from animals and can be so different.
To the extent of even having diffrent urges. EG the urge of fame. Which just to add to confusion is an urge that can't even be fully satisfied!! Then again I suppose to say that animals don't have the urge to be famous is wrong.
Animals fight over who should be leader. So I guess that counts. But I suppose that's more social awerness. Which in itself is fame.... But once they become leader theyr urge is fullfilled. Unlike people.

But the one thing I heard in psychology (that is just a theory and pretty much impossible to prove) is the idea that because eveybodies brain is a diffrent shape, and colours are defined by the brain theres a chance everyone sees diffrent colours from different people!!!
At that time we had been studying impossible questions in philosophy (headaches every day....) and one of the questions was to think of a new colour that doesnt exsist yet.
It sounded so decievingly easy! But my god it hurt!
It reminded me of a question my mum asked me when i was younger.
How do you describe colours to a blind person?
That one kept me quiet for a while!