Oh My,

I really guess I should apologise in advance for any big spelling errors, Im currently using an arabic keyboard.
So exsactly what do you do when your feeling a mix of happiness you dont think youv ever felt before and stress you dont know how to handle?
To add to the confusion Iv been told my blood pressure is too low... surely it should be too high?? How do I fix that? Stress out more??

But Iv had some idea to help calm the storm.
1, I shall be moving out of my extremly creepy flat.
2, I shall stop saying Im going to stop hanging around with emotional fuckwits when the fact of the matter is Im strangly drawn to them.
3, I shall just deal with the fact that there will truly always be things I honestly will never have ANY damn control over.

Im sure if i think I could come up with a more impressive list but I might find that stressfull...

Someone who is becoming increasingly close to me said something to me that is eating away at my insides like a disease.
They made Echo Jezebel and Jade Stanger diffrent people.
So, which am I?
In all truth I actually think Jade died the day I ,for the very first time, stood up on my own two feet smashed the shell that had confined me all my live and in one very non trashy moment *cough* screamed fuck off and dissapeared to a live of dancing, drink and the sea.

Yet people seem to think Echo is a puppet. Jade is hiding somewhere subtly tugging the strings so nobody sees shes still behind everything that Echo lights up.

I disagree. But I promise il think about it further and come back to you.