I should really convince some friends to join this site so I have a few followers.
Anyway!! My latest good stuff.
Good things that have happened lately/things I like
1, The warm and fuzzy feeling you get from a person that means a little more than normal.
2, Raphiel (my cat) recovered from her cold. Nothing more distressing than an ill kitten.
3, The fascination I have watching Lewco learn to talk! Its incredible.
4, The comforting feeling of stretching your toes in a warm bath. I highly recommend it! Sounds silly I know but its just so comforting.
5, When you discover you dont quite have enough cheese left for cheese on toast, making a pasta sauce etc so you have an excuse to cut it into slightly thinner bits and just dip it in strawberry jam. Cheese and strawberry jam is the only thing that rivals cheese eaten at the same time as a green apple.
6, Tonight me and Carolyn (mother) talked about subjects i never thought I'd feel comfortable discussing.
7, Possibly my most exciting news! I've been given permission to use the family caravan when the need of a get-away takes me. I've already promised Teri a night there with me and I'm pretty sure who I may shuffle up to blushing and subtly hint a trip to it with me to. I'm really not sure that sentence made sense...
8, Lack of a book caused me to open Twilight for the first time since Christmas where Carolyn gave me the first three and I have to admit. I love them. I couldn't believe it. Can't wait to buy the fourth.
9, A new funeral directing company has started in Glenrothes! A new company to annoy for a job to bring me closer to my dream job!
10, I got handed over to the doctor I'm normally scared of today. And I realised he's actually very nice! Still not my favourite though.
I've got this routine every morning and night in my house.
Every night I close all the windows (or if it's hot I put them on 'draft'), close the curtains, Turn the jasmine hoop in the kitchen around (so that the other side gets the sun the next day) and possibly water it if it needs it and I close the doors to every room as I go.
want to know why?
I like the act of opening the door to every room in the morning.
Pulling open all the curtains one by one and letting the sunlight filter through.
Closing or opening the windows further depending on the weather. (I automaticly wake up at approx 6.40am - 7.30am so its normally not that bright or warm anyway)
I always make sure the last room I get to is the kitchen.
Then I put the kettle on, while it's boiling I feed Raphiel, and I pull myself up onto the bunker and watch the world slowly wake up with have the first cigarette of the day. I tried to quit but whenever I try something dramatic happens and the urge is harder to resist.
By the time I'm finished the kettle should be boiled and Raphiel should be lying across my lap with a very full stomach purring away. So I lift her off make coffee and dive upstairs again to lye across my bed re-reading the pages I forgot and possibly writing more in my journal that I forgot to previously.
Bet your disappointed after thinking I was always heavy metal and absinthe.
Especially finding out I have a jasmine hoop in my kitchen.
Echo Jezebel xox
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
Saturday, 4 April 2009
Le Gasp,
Good Things That Happened This Morning
1. Didn't wake up in a pool of my own sweat!! George has a habit of leaving the heating on full
blast and I'm pretty sensitive to temperature changes. I think he does it because he isn't used to the cold here after living in Saudi Arabia.
2. F3 (My half scottish wildcat that I have to leave at Carolyns when I moved out) was curled up on my bed when I woke up. Felt kind of comforting.
3. The weather isn't too hot today. It's on the cold side of mild but it's a refreshing break.
4. For once I haven't got an e-mail asking if I'm interested to star in a porn film!!
It doesnt bother me at all when I get e-mails asking if I'm interested. They don't know I'm not interested. What annoys me is when I say I'm not interested and they e-mail me back saying 'why not?? The pays good. You'd be good for it' or worse when they send me disgusting sleazy chat up lines or anything that begins with 'I'd love to...*insert sleazy action here*'. That's when I become offensive and then someone ends up in tears and I assure you it's rarely me.
5. Got to see Lewco for the first time in a while. Hes just as adorable as ever.
6. Just as I stepped into the kitchen George handed me a mug of fresh coffee. Truly nothing better.
7. I actually got up at my normal time!! (6.30am to 7.15am is around when i automaticly wake up. Incase you didn't know) So that's a sure sign I'm starting to feel better and mystery illness is leaving me!!
Stayed at my mums last night. Theres nothing wierder than feeling like a guest in a house that you used to call home.
Carolyn (my mum) and George (step dad) are trying to soften the blow that theyr moving away by bribing me with various goodies from the house that they won't need.
It's working.
Hopefully I'l be able to blag the sheepskin rug I love!
After all Lewco (Lewis Colin my 2 year old half brother) can make anything into a choking hazard and wool is easy to tear off in clumps.
Though I tried to blag Carolyns T in the Park tickets off her with the fact that her going would involve leaving a small child behind but that didn't bother her as much as I hoped it would.
I wish I lived near the sea.
That is my goal in life. No matter what else happens I want my house next to the sea.
Actually. re-reading the beggining of this post I think I know why I argue with someone more than I argue with anyone else.
I get up at around 7am. They get up a little later than that.
I must be over sleeping and getting catty.
From now on I should probably stop trying to go back to sleep and just get up at my normal time.
So how do I do that without seeming offensive?
1. Didn't wake up in a pool of my own sweat!! George has a habit of leaving the heating on full
blast and I'm pretty sensitive to temperature changes. I think he does it because he isn't used to the cold here after living in Saudi Arabia.
2. F3 (My half scottish wildcat that I have to leave at Carolyns when I moved out) was curled up on my bed when I woke up. Felt kind of comforting.
3. The weather isn't too hot today. It's on the cold side of mild but it's a refreshing break.
4. For once I haven't got an e-mail asking if I'm interested to star in a porn film!!
It doesnt bother me at all when I get e-mails asking if I'm interested. They don't know I'm not interested. What annoys me is when I say I'm not interested and they e-mail me back saying 'why not?? The pays good. You'd be good for it' or worse when they send me disgusting sleazy chat up lines or anything that begins with 'I'd love to...*insert sleazy action here*'. That's when I become offensive and then someone ends up in tears and I assure you it's rarely me.
5. Got to see Lewco for the first time in a while. Hes just as adorable as ever.
6. Just as I stepped into the kitchen George handed me a mug of fresh coffee. Truly nothing better.
7. I actually got up at my normal time!! (6.30am to 7.15am is around when i automaticly wake up. Incase you didn't know) So that's a sure sign I'm starting to feel better and mystery illness is leaving me!!
Stayed at my mums last night. Theres nothing wierder than feeling like a guest in a house that you used to call home.
Carolyn (my mum) and George (step dad) are trying to soften the blow that theyr moving away by bribing me with various goodies from the house that they won't need.
It's working.
Hopefully I'l be able to blag the sheepskin rug I love!
After all Lewco (Lewis Colin my 2 year old half brother) can make anything into a choking hazard and wool is easy to tear off in clumps.
Though I tried to blag Carolyns T in the Park tickets off her with the fact that her going would involve leaving a small child behind but that didn't bother her as much as I hoped it would.
I wish I lived near the sea.
That is my goal in life. No matter what else happens I want my house next to the sea.
Actually. re-reading the beggining of this post I think I know why I argue with someone more than I argue with anyone else.
I get up at around 7am. They get up a little later than that.
I must be over sleeping and getting catty.
From now on I should probably stop trying to go back to sleep and just get up at my normal time.
So how do I do that without seeming offensive?
Friday, 3 April 2009
Hmmmmmmmmm...
I thought about it, the fact that some people think Echo is a puppet that Jade is secretly controlling.
My original thought is correct.
It is false. It almost hurts when i hear that name. Like an irritation inside me.
But ofcourse if I was to make a big deal out of people that think calling people nicknames is 'immature' (a comment that always annoys me unless the person saying it truelly refers to themselves in their own full name) then naturally people wouldn't understand.
I will never speak openly on every reason as to why I can't stand that title simply in the fear that someone might think I'm pulling the pity card.
Then again saying that almost counts as playing the pity card itself.
Anyway!! Try and avoid the unhappy topics now!!
Good things that have happened,
1, Im basicly finished re-decorating my flat.
2, I dyed my hair pink.
3, Iv extended my collection of ribbons.
4, Revels have taken away that god awfull strawberry flavour and given me back my sweet sweet coffee!!
5, I am currently eating revels!!
6, Lately my hearts been giving me the warm and fuzzies (and NOT in the I'm about to throw up way)
7, I'm back into modelling and have already had a few bookings and already had one shoot.
8, On Monday I get to roll about in a park wearing a pair of shorts and a bikini lying in a big pile of sweets.
9, At some time soon I get to perform plastic surjery on myself in the name of art.
10, I bought a jasmine hoop to keep in my kitchen. It reminds me of when I was younger. Kinda nice and nostalgic.
What else can I waste your time by typing??
hmmm. Iv been reading more about the psychology of interpersonal behaviour.
It's the one part in the wide range of psychological subjects that I will never get bored of.
It just always amazes me how we evolved from animals and can be so different.
To the extent of even having diffrent urges. EG the urge of fame. Which just to add to confusion is an urge that can't even be fully satisfied!! Then again I suppose to say that animals don't have the urge to be famous is wrong.
Animals fight over who should be leader. So I guess that counts. But I suppose that's more social awerness. Which in itself is fame.... But once they become leader theyr urge is fullfilled. Unlike people.
But the one thing I heard in psychology (that is just a theory and pretty much impossible to prove) is the idea that because eveybodies brain is a diffrent shape, and colours are defined by the brain theres a chance everyone sees diffrent colours from different people!!!
At that time we had been studying impossible questions in philosophy (headaches every day....) and one of the questions was to think of a new colour that doesnt exsist yet.
It sounded so decievingly easy! But my god it hurt!
It reminded me of a question my mum asked me when i was younger.
How do you describe colours to a blind person?
That one kept me quiet for a while!
My original thought is correct.
It is false. It almost hurts when i hear that name. Like an irritation inside me.
But ofcourse if I was to make a big deal out of people that think calling people nicknames is 'immature' (a comment that always annoys me unless the person saying it truelly refers to themselves in their own full name) then naturally people wouldn't understand.
I will never speak openly on every reason as to why I can't stand that title simply in the fear that someone might think I'm pulling the pity card.
Then again saying that almost counts as playing the pity card itself.
Anyway!! Try and avoid the unhappy topics now!!
Good things that have happened,
1, Im basicly finished re-decorating my flat.
2, I dyed my hair pink.
3, Iv extended my collection of ribbons.
4, Revels have taken away that god awfull strawberry flavour and given me back my sweet sweet coffee!!
5, I am currently eating revels!!
6, Lately my hearts been giving me the warm and fuzzies (and NOT in the I'm about to throw up way)
7, I'm back into modelling and have already had a few bookings and already had one shoot.
8, On Monday I get to roll about in a park wearing a pair of shorts and a bikini lying in a big pile of sweets.
9, At some time soon I get to perform plastic surjery on myself in the name of art.
10, I bought a jasmine hoop to keep in my kitchen. It reminds me of when I was younger. Kinda nice and nostalgic.
What else can I waste your time by typing??
hmmm. Iv been reading more about the psychology of interpersonal behaviour.
It's the one part in the wide range of psychological subjects that I will never get bored of.
It just always amazes me how we evolved from animals and can be so different.
To the extent of even having diffrent urges. EG the urge of fame. Which just to add to confusion is an urge that can't even be fully satisfied!! Then again I suppose to say that animals don't have the urge to be famous is wrong.
Animals fight over who should be leader. So I guess that counts. But I suppose that's more social awerness. Which in itself is fame.... But once they become leader theyr urge is fullfilled. Unlike people.
But the one thing I heard in psychology (that is just a theory and pretty much impossible to prove) is the idea that because eveybodies brain is a diffrent shape, and colours are defined by the brain theres a chance everyone sees diffrent colours from different people!!!
At that time we had been studying impossible questions in philosophy (headaches every day....) and one of the questions was to think of a new colour that doesnt exsist yet.
It sounded so decievingly easy! But my god it hurt!
It reminded me of a question my mum asked me when i was younger.
How do you describe colours to a blind person?
That one kept me quiet for a while!
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